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I wonder how far can a person go in cheating herself? What is that actually makes you realise, that's it - this is the point of no return? Or do I mean the point where the chance have already been missed? And if that happens is there really no way around or something still can be done?
Why is it so easy to be weak? So easy to be attracted aside? So easy to find excuses? And so damn difficult to follow the path I myself have conciously chosen?
Where are you, the logic? And where is my inner ass-kicker?