Remark - after a long time
I may make mistakes, but I am good.
Now I have to pay for the mistake of my life and suffer from the actions of bad people.
One thing I still don't realise. When we were small, our parents and teachers and all those children's books always stressed - all evil you do to others, will come back to you one day very badly; all good you do will be remembered and you will live happy and peaceful life. If this is true, then why it is so, that innocent people are suffering from all those bad things that bad people do and those bad people are living very good life and don't get punished at all?
Another thing that I am amazed of. I never tended to divide people bad or good. I always believed that there is good side in everyone. I trust people. Unfortunately too much. And unfortunately I am mostly honest and straightforward and I don't know how to play games. It has really been very painful awakening experience.
Welcome to real world!
And still I want to believe in good...
